Nocturnally Helpless

SHIFTED!

2011-08-16T03:49:00.000-07:00

It's been awhile...

2011-05-24T08:30:00.000-07:00

Life is good when I have a little monster around me….

The aftermath of babysitting/ tutoring her after a full day? Burning forehead.

Anyway I just realized I look so much better with my new perm :D Goodbye my uber straight hair, couldn't wait to rid it previously, yet I still miss it once in awhile. Girls girls~

To my _____ followers I have for this blog, if you've heard of Swap 'n' Shop V "The Ultimate Chinatown Flea Experience", please hurry register for a booth now at www.chinatown.sg/ilovechinatownflea! Only SGD$60.00 a booth for TWO days! Be there or be square!

XOXO

2011-05-19T23:38:00.000-07:00

Couldn't agree more….

2011-03-30T05:42:00.000-07:00

(One and a half weeks ago)

(1hour ago)

Muffin my sweetheart makes me smile. And he smiles even when I can't anymore.

MUFFIN'S 1ST

2011-03-23T06:52:00.000-07:00

"Hello! I have a pretty face Godpapa.."

"Lookie look at my birthday cake! It's so pretty but I'm gon gobble it anyway.."

"Mmm... when is she going to say the magic word.."

"it's not my fault i'm sleepy.. or yawning haha"

"I - JUST - WANT - TO - TASTE - THE - CAKE!!!!!!!"

"another pretty face kor kor *smirks*"

2011-03-01T03:35:00.000-08:00

Me being me. In the office where everyone's back home and I was still printing docx. I know right... -.-"

2011-02-22T21:11:00.001-08:00

Sometimes I wonder how life could be so miserable...

2011-02-16T02:19:00.001-08:00

Wanna update but im useless...

2011-02-07T03:00:00.000-08:00

GONG HEI FAT CHOY TO ALL!!!!!!!!!!!

Look at how cute my baby boy is, sooo cute! Got him changed when the clock stroked 12! :D

2011-01-12T04:26:00.000-08:00

This was 1/4 of my X'mas

& Hi, this was us at Mandarin Gallery, Ippudo! Happy 20th Chris xx

2011-01-10T00:54:00.000-08:00

Work has officially taken it's toll on me, and I currently weigh no more than 45kg (or lesser). It has also deprived me of my weekends, and my family and lovers. Most importantly, the random cravings of my favorite food and drink.

I miss my friends. Thank God I'm allowed on shopping trips to BKK or China or wherever at least once every six months. And thank God for Muffin's existence. Or I might really die.

I am thankful for the friends I have made during this whole process, of working in an events company. And of course the knowledge I have learnt were of the most valuable to me...

Every day is no longer the same ol' day I used to grumble at. Neither am I growing old every day without doing or learning anything.

I am happy where I am. Even if I might not be studying any-more.

To start off the new year 2011, I have got my happy pill Muffin, a camera to capture moments, ever stronger and ever lasting friends, and now a new laptop. No, not the second hand or cheapo one I was considering, but a MacBook Pro! I'm happy boy!!

Life is even more fulfilling right now. Will update again when I can ;)

PS: I miss you Aud

2010-11-25T21:58:00.000-08:00

Halloween 2010

Almost died waiting for the plane to take off

Love me love my dog (Muffin)

Days when I'm not very happy

Brownie points to be out with them

I love you bestiewestie, i luv chew

Potential mooncake ambassador for the year

The face that greets me every morning *yawns*

-MUACKS-

Hi all....

2010-09-05T11:06:00.001-07:00

I'm actually, still alive. Amen

Helluuuuu???

2010-07-20T02:42:00.000-07:00

KAJITSU MINASAN!

As you can see, I am hardly around and no where to be found... zZzz Out of curiosity, I logged in to my nuffnang account to see I have got regulars coming back everyday and unique hits! :O

Am belly belly surprised, because even I stopped blog stalking/ hopping! Heh heh heh! If you are gonna tell me you missed me, I miss you too (yes you!). Anyway BTT no not your basic theory test, but back to topic... Life has been great with Muffin around! It couldn't get any better, what's more I've got double the happiness -grins @ muffins-

Anyway this is for you! An update of how much or big he has grown.
Warning: Don't. Be. Surprised.

He knows I love him :) :) :)

Oh btw, I'm sure you have heard of The Winkle Family flea mall! Registrations are now open to all, so please go onto www.thedimegroup.webs.com to be a part of us ok? You know you love us too, xoxo!

SEE!!!! The Winkle Mama sou kawaii!!!!! I luv her da most

HAAAAAPPY 20TH TO MEEEHH & I LOVEEEE MUFFIN BOY!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-05-08T22:14:00.000-07:00

PHOTOS NOT IN ANY ORDER ITS JUST BLOGGER BEING DIFFICULT :(

2010-04-02T23:46:00.000-07:00

Elly my favorite elephant!! Awww~~

my favorite auntie doing what she does best...

Mango salad madness!! I love this soooo much I miss it now :(

Best hiatus trip I've taken so far, although its the first and only trip for the year. I love Phuket, very much.

Norethisterone

2010-03-18T03:56:00.000-07:00

Is a molecule used in some combined oral contraceptive pills and in some progestogen only pills. It is a progestogen and can be used to treat premenstrual syndrome, painful periods, abnormal heavy bleeding, irregular periods, menopausal syndrome (in combination with oestrogen), or to postpone a period.

Side Effects:

Norethisterone also has the potential to cause a number of other uncommon, but not dangerous, side effects. Some women report gastrointestinal effects, such as nausea, vomiting or weight gain.

No wonder I'm hungry EVERY HOUR!!!!!! This is soooo not funny >:(

2010-03-07T10:41:00.000-08:00

Hey all, I've been out high and low all over Sg for these past few months. Which explains why I haven't got the time to update my page...

Truth is, I've been cooped at work (6 days week waitressing @ KPO). But all's over, thank God for it. I'm seriously, getting my ass back to school. To try not be a pussy and finish the last three papers I've been dragging.

Today's the 8th, and I actually spent an entire week letting go of myself for all that I compressed during these 2 months. Yeah, it felt like I was finally freed. Literally. If you could tell, I am actually not in the best of moods tonight. I mean, I was... Until I woke up. I actually slept for 2 whole years guys... This is really scaring me.

In case I lose track again, I'm highlighting it here. That I'm considering a SIM bachelor's degree after MDIS diploma. No matter what happens, I am going into SIM.

Sighs I can't believe I'm going through what some of you are probably going through as well... This is so disturbing. Because I'm turning 20 this year guys!!! This is not a joke.

I can't believe someone said I can be a taxi driver or a bus driver if I can't study, you know... at least I have got a driving license. How cool is that??

PS. Everyone goes through this phase of life at least once, it may be short or long. But mine seems extremeeeeelyyyyy longgggg its not even funny. God must have made a mistake somehow somewhere in my life. Seriously....

IN CASE YOU MISSED ME!!! HEHEHEHEHEHE (GONG XI FATT CHOY EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

2010-02-17T05:31:00.000-08:00

2010-02-07T23:23:00.000-08:00

Maybe because I took this shot, or its the settings that were nice... Ok la actually the boys looked awesome with their instruments. Hahaha they look especially yummy (from this far).

Gotta go pick which and what to throw from my closet(s), shelves, and basically my entire room now... Someone's gonna blow her top sooner or later if I dont do so, and my room is actually the worst looking/ most comfortable place at home hehe. I know I aint suppose to be proud of it :\Alright, I shall do it once and for all doods.

Bye for now, peace out yo' \/m

2010-01-18T05:05:00.000-08:00

The girls' twentieth!!

They look soooo cute here right????!!

Oh no, certain things just can't be avoided... hahahaha!! Words can't explain how much I love them and I'm actually very veryyy lazy to type anymore words so yes.... THAT'S IT!!!!!!!!!

Goodnight y'all... love love

2010-01-13T21:41:00.000-08:00

New year's @ Supperclub, with my favorite bunch of peeps. Left my pics with Qianny out, oh and Ivan was there too. But we dont have any pictures together, oh well WQian's face is enough :)

She's turning 19 tmr I'm sososo excited should I surprise her at her place tonight???!!!!!!!

2010-01-11T23:49:00.000-08:00

Google: How to find my own talent

Answer: By retrospection. Can you remember your past activities from your childhood days down to this very moment as you read this answer? Track down the whole memory lane and you'll find easily actually where lies your talent. Best of lucks!

Lil' Miss Pouty Princesses

2010-01-11T00:52:00.000-08:00

It feels so terrible having to miss them, the monsters I took care of for months :((( I've been dreaming of them for the past few days, cus they're now one year older. And being promoted to Nursery 2, and the younger ones like Javier and Jewel would now be Nursery 1. I miss hearing their voices, how they whine and ask for things, how peaceful they look when they sleep (minus the wetting of beds!!), and how "we" used to sit down in a big circle singing nursery rhymes and phonics. Sighss....

Petty Monster

"i want to take pretty pictures..."

*meanwhile... camera died. Needed to on and off it again
but her pose couldnt wait, so she was grumpy agaaain...*

"ms poh i want to see the pictures..." hahaha she's makes me want to hug and strangle her at the same time!!

Lil' miss attention seeker (sticker)

Oh yes I forgot to post this (almost one and only) clear picture of them receiving their presents from Santa... And meredith looks so cute here, dont you wanna love her too? :)

Okay that's it!! Will talk about my favorite of the favorites soon ;)

Yes, ending this post with a naked picture of meredith. She refused to put on her clothes cus she's enjoying the sweet in her mouth?

2009 2010

2010-01-09T22:53:00.001-08:00

Gotta start the year Right, right? :)

Love the besties forever

Pretty looking sulking red hot chilli babe

THE END

X'mas 2009

2010-01-09T21:46:00.001-08:00

Late... but I still made it here

X'mas hiphop crew hahahaha!!

Welcoming 2010 All Overr

2010-01-04T23:15:00.000-08:00

A long-exposure photo created using sparklers shows children writing out "2010", celebrating on New Year's eve in Manila on December 31, 2009. (ROMEO GACAD/AFP/Getty Images)

Fireworks explode over the statue of President George Washington in the Boston Public Gardens in Massachusetts on Thursday December 31, 2009. (Matthew J. Lee/Boston Globe staff)

A couple kisses on New Year's eve in the center of Brussels, Belgium on December 31, 2009. This year, the theme of the celebration was the 20th anniversary of the fall of the Berlin Wall in 1989. (KURT DESPLENTER/AFP/Getty Images)

2010-01-01T10:16:00.000-08:00

My second last day of 2009 was spent with the girls, really short and sweet time. I actually enjoyed myself sitting in Ly's car, which was driving on the road at the speed of 40km/h even in town (!!) and doubling the time spent on getting home. SIGHS...

Cooked them my latest fashionable pasta - Aglio Olio!! :)) I liked it! I don't care whether they did or not. Hahahahaha but they really did like it!! Yum tum tumz~

Ordered this in advance :)) Hehe for my little favorite boy

(FILLED WITH LOVE)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-29T09:20:00.000-08:00

Christmas was gooooooodddddd (thumbs up). Spent the eve of X'mas and the eve of the eve of X'mas doing shopping/ striking items off my list hehehe. And I had sooo much food since the festive day itself till today, I'm ballooning. Shit.

New year resolutions coming up nexxxxxtttttttt!! :))

Oh yes oh yes watch this vid whether you love kids or not!!

Awww I love the little girl, she's sooooo cute!!

"No no no noo dont touch me!"
"No no no dont touch meeeeeee!!!!!"

2009-12-21T11:43:00.000-08:00

Christmas in 3 more days! :)

2009-12-21T11:14:00.000-08:00

My little Michael Jackson pulling off some stunts on the stage! He's so cute yes? :)

(SEBAS JUST TURNED 19!!! :D) UPDATE!!!!!

2009-12-16T10:17:00.000-08:00

Ok... It's actually his birthday so he has all the rights to steal the girls' limelight you see.. (annoying!!)

Group Sh♥ts!!!!!

HAHAHAH all vainpots, dont want to look big faced!!

Mug Sh♥ts!! :))

\m/ BRE4STFLEN_4lyfe \m/

2009-12-03T10:06:00.000-08:00

Hihi I'm back here again tonight! I'm really tired and my eyes are soo dry!! Another night with a shaking right arm, not funny. I cant wait for the flea market on the 20th!!!!!!

Anyway anyway, who's free this sat?? To go watch my children perform. It's their annual concert, this sat @ Siglap Comm Centre!! Go pls go pls, go and watch them dance. They're really very very cute. I'll be at the backstage helping them dress up and putting make up etc (btw they're only 18mths to 3yrs old & I really really love them alot) so PLEASE go down plssss???? I'm sooo proud so proud of them you know. Even if they have to wear pampers even when they're toilet trained because they might encounter stage fright and pee in their pants, BUT it doesnt matter right!! Omg go pls go pls.

I SAID PLEASE!!!!!!!!

Call or text me if you wanna go or help out at the backstage with me ok?? :):)

*And I promise that you'll love them too, cross heart x

Hi I'm back!!!!

2009-12-01T22:44:00.000-08:00

Wait A Minute - When you hold a shell to your ear at the beach, you do not hear the ocean. You hear the blood flowing through the veins inside your ear!

2009-11-17T06:14:00.000-08:00

Happy happy birthday Capt'ain, I hope you had a great time...

And I know you did, hehe :)

PS: Sorry, only pirates/ birthday girls get all my attention :)

2009-11-12T23:32:00.000-08:00

Pirate X ftw always & forever !!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-04T04:06:00.000-08:00

Last week @ Grand Copt.

Sighs I know, I've put on weight. Its so obvious now, dieee :((

Time time time

Stress stress stress

Work work work

Money money money

Spend spend spend

Broke broke broke

Stress stress stress

2009-10-29T09:24:00.000-07:00

Mom says "no more bad-donalds!"

2009-10-29T09:20:00.001-07:00

It's so comforting to know my parents still love each other <3

2009-10-29T08:07:00.000-07:00

I wish my dad owns a beach or an island like that, hehe. I've a list of things to do in the new month!! I wanna take some time off from this place. I want do my nails too, oh yes and my hair and everything. I'll be happier if I'm prettier I think.

I wanna scurry, I wanna be a rat. And my name shall be Ribs. No I actually want to be a sea turtle, hehe slow paced and cool. Like the one in Finding Nemo, his name was Crush. And I want to be named Rock, or Camo. I wish I've a pool of little fishie friends.

Ok.. I've decided to rebuild my 2feet tank when I'm free!!!!!! Yahoooo!!!!

2009-10-29T07:38:00.000-07:00

I've something in my head that looks like a grounded holiday -giggles- :))

2009-10-29T07:24:00.000-07:00

Look! Its little princess Meredith!! :D This was the time when her mother brought her for an ugly haircut and made her unhappy for a month cus the teachers had been making fun of her! Hahaha but dont you think she's so cute??

I've countless of photos of my kids in my bb but I dont really know/ want to load pics up from my phone. I think I'm just lazy.

Flora just nagged at me again cus I havent bathed for the last 24hrs hehe. If only this came from somebody else.. Oh well oh well!! Let me rest well tonight, finish my work at the nursery, then I'll be all right again I hope. I'd exchange world for you you know? ~~And I'm almost there alr. Then all these had to happened again. Sighs I'm fucked up.~~

2009-10-25T08:52:00.000-07:00

Tmr's officially my last week at the nursery!!! :(( Okay I'm actually both happy and sad. Happy cus I'm really really tired, and I think I aged alot there. Sad bcus I really love my children, they are mine.. yeah mine. I'm starting school in Nov, a little excited but mostly dragging for it to happen -sighs.

And speaking of a new month, I'm hell excited guys!! I cant wait for it to come soon, I've so many plans I cant wait to enact(!!!) :D

Oh I wanna cut my hair too -beams!! Short, no just shorter.

*chants* november november november...

2009-10-21T09:18:00.000-07:00

My bestfriends (+ Aud)...

2009-10-19T00:21:00.000-07:00

Monday blues, monday hues. But all of that was over, anyway I was trying to find some entertaining stuff on the net, then I remembered my EOY dance song I've to teach the little kids. So I youtube it and found the cutest one to share over here, by Brian Hyland. It cheers me up when I play it, or at least makes me sing along with it. Sigh, what an unpleasant week we all had.

I wish bad times like these will be over soon. Ok the heat now is terribly unbearable, it pricks on the skin :( I feel like a sweating pig capsulated...

Life has gotta be better than this, I'm sure.

2009-10-06T06:15:00.000-07:00

Caught @ flea titans 3, I look fat and chui but I love belle bel <33

Last... sunday!! Whoots, it was a colorful day out with Ly. Prawn noodles for lunch, then bbt at parkway. Something we haven't do for a very long time. How quickly time passes, then we were only 13 and 14, now we are 18 and 19. Shit man, I hate to get reminded that I'm aging every day. I wanna stay 19 forever, and 2009 forever hahahahahaha

Pardon me, because I'm suddenly in a good mood tonight. I can't wait for the weekends wowweeee!!

2009-09-21T11:46:00.000-07:00

Selling!!

Just arrived. BNWT, size M (Uk 8-10).

Drop a comment or email me if you're interested? :)

2009-09-21T08:05:00.000-07:00

It is legend that if a sailor drowns, the swallows tattooed on them will carry their soul to heaven, representing freedom and hope.

I'd like a swallow too, and it'll represent anything I want it to.. Actually no, I'd like to be a swallow. A freed one.

2009-09-21T07:50:00.000-07:00

I miss Jade tonight. And all of my other favourites.

I want to go back to school to see them tmr, yet I have a place in mind I already want to go to..

Anyway these are pictures of Jade when she first joined Stepping Stones, even before I was there.

2009-09-16T08:19:00.000-07:00

My life's stable, I've a job, and a group of worthy bestfriends. Once in a while, my maid cooks me my favorite dishes, and my mom stews tonic soups. I dont mind finishing up everything although I might really put on weight.

Oh yes, my hair's really short and black now. I kinda like it, not very much on certain days, but enough to live without running back for extensions again.

Time's running too fast, I should time check once in awhile and try catching up. I hate being late, haha I know it sounds irony but... I mean it!! -glares-

I actually cant wait for excursion tmr!!!!!

2009-08-31T05:06:00.000-07:00

The post below was late for a week. I've lost all mood to talk about my teacher's day, but nonetheless I had fun.. with the children and the teachers. I actually received more flowers that day than on valentine's day, haha. Speaking of the children, I do miss them quite alot. I'm on a total of 4 days mc due to flu virus and slight fever, so yup, I'M FREEE!!

I wanted to meet the girls for bbt, so I called Ly this morning aft I bathed. Strangely, her phone was off, and someone at home told me she's not in. Then I tried calling Tammy, she said "Huh?!! I'm in HK with Ly!!" Haha I was stumped for a bit, but I thought it was quite funny.

Alright time for me 2 go now! Bye all.

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Woohoooo, Happy Teachers' Day!!!!!!!! :D This is the first time ever I received a teacher's day gift, and the first time receiving sooo many of them!

2009-08-14T11:56:00.000-07:00

Shit man, bejeweled is getting more and more depressing. And wow, this week is almost over in a blink of an eye! That's shitass fast, and credits probably goes to the gastritis, food poisoning and nonsense. Anyway fi baby is back in the house yo'!! I feel slightly happier now :S :\ :)

National Day Celebration

2009-08-12T06:06:00.000-07:00

One of my favorite girls, Lyndi...

Javier, who just hit 18mths old...

Jade, uhm... slightly younger than 2 maybe? The biggest cry baby of them all, sigh.

That was Clarisse (in pink), my no.1 fav in class hahahaha. But Meredith on the right is the prettiest looking one, and no, u cannot call her ugly if u dont want her to start crying!

First week in school has been great! But of course tiring. This week's supposedly my second week, but my gastritis was too bad, along side with slight food poisoning, which kept me home for two days. I'm going back tmr and I miss those kids sooo much!!! The bundle of joy! :)

2009-08-05T09:41:00.000-07:00

My first day in school started with a pair of shrunken jeans and a tee. Followed by groups and groups of lil' monsters filled with a never ending source of energy, and they all look sooo cute so adorable I had to play with them till the end. I kinda had fun reading to them, singing songs, building babys ships and cakes, feeding them imaginary snacks and whatever you can think of, really. I somehow met my favorite girl alr I'm sooo happy cus she's sooooo cute!! But I'm not gonna practice biasness hahaha! I can't wait to see them agn tmr I'm really excited! If I could, I'd bring Biggie Monster to meet the little ones, and take pictures of them to put up here! :))

Right, need to rest early! Brb ^^

sWap 'n' $Hop!!

2009-08-03T04:06:00.000-07:00

Meet the busy bees!! Whose butts didnt get to touch the sits until noon :(

Now these are all the buyers sellers shoppers who buy and sell, sell and buy...

Okok this is my fav part, the prettiest booth owners!!!!

Lorenciaaaa!! 'm soo glad to see her in person agn :))

Still cant figure out why they're soo pretty... sighs :(

Ly & Auntie!!! Who had fun themselves :D

THE END.

Hope u enjoyed yourself if u were there yst, if not just look at these pictures and feel sore cus u didnt turn up! Have a gooood day *yawns*

2009-07-31T02:26:00.000-07:00

No more rounds of bejeweled could help, neither could snacks cus I've just lost my appetitite (or I ate too full during lunch). It's so strange now that I realized this is how I always talk senses to myself, and somehow they're refusing to register inside my head. If good things come in pairs, what about the bad ones? Quadruplets? Quintuplets!!

Aye I can't be bothered any further, shall go back to my room and read my archie comics and fall asleep for awhile.

Peace yo'

2009-07-29T07:31:00.000-07:00

Teddy Welsh Corgi!!!

I'm so happy Serena came over, we ate and type, drank and type, type and type and type. If she hadn't had work tmr we could probably be chatting the night away, going through people we havent met for the longest time's pictures and yada yada. I really want to color my hair brown... I look so bad with this uhm, light brown-ish gold? Sighs, and I want to get a new phone badly.

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going, typically with a scowl and bark;

the tougher does it with grace, composure and a smile.
It is there in the best and more importantly, worst of circumstances.

2009-07-28T09:43:00.000-07:00

These pups are sooo cute they're irresistable! I cant wait to satiate my desire for a doggy :))

2009-07-25T12:29:00.000-07:00

Seeing these pictures do make me miss China, in a way actually. I was having so much fun there! Shopping was great, food was (undoubtedly) goooddd and my favorite pass time would be watching versions of Harry Potter every night at the hotel. Best of all, we have a convenience store just beside it hohoho.

Continue soon!! I cant wait for tmr to comeeee I'm so excited!!! <:D

2009-07-20T06:59:00.000-07:00

I can't remember when's the last I wanted something so badly, in such exigent state. I had it all planned out... I'm gonna make the phone call first thing when I wake up tmr, to set the dates and really just study hard. I cant procrastinate forever... I need to wake up :(

2009-07-16T14:34:00.000-07:00

Wooah, last week was terribly busy for me. I had a lot of revision to do for my last paper, I didnt had time for a lot of things! And right after my paper, I had a plane to catch to China! It was a getaway trip, from stress and everything else.. and yes, everything's fine now.

I'm glad I'm back though, China was so rowdy loud pushy and everything else. But food was cheap and reaally good. Shopping too, only too disappointing bcuz I didnt bring much to buy enough for myself. But all's good, all's good.

I'm so tired now, I need to go to bed. Goodnight :)

2009-07-07T01:57:00.000-07:00

Something I've missed out last week... [:

But I've been spending alot of time concentrating on other stuffs, and until I'm done with my paper/ back from my trip, we call go on our ubin trip... ok? Now all you have to do is to miss me!!!! Hahahaha

Anyway I've something to share...

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Singapore Next Top Model!!!

Indeed, indeed. Sebas pls lose more weight?? I almost died when I saw this pic. Hahahaha I wished I was there now. Hahahaha

See u guys soon for Harry Potter k? :)) Much love

2009-07-06T10:22:00.000-07:00

Sometimes when the road that leads you to your dream's too enduring, giving it up seemed to be ideal.

Yet when I stopped to think, I remember why I dreamt my dream.

The legend still lives

2009-07-06T07:54:00.001-07:00

Bee zee bee zee buzz buzz

2009-06-28T07:45:00.000-07:00

Mommy's birthday today, so we had a family dinner cum gathering at homez!! Ate soooo friggin much (bcuz my mom makes the besttt steamboat ever), I can feel the food gathering around my belly button ready to burst!!! But its all worth it :)) Am gg to watch my diet from tmr onwards...

Love the one and only mother <3

Cousin Sihan & Xae-rl's birthdaaaay (yst)...

New addition to our family protrait, meet Sihan!

Supposedly the youngest couz, but not anymore!

Had sooo much to eat again, my aunt cooks really good pasta!! Sighs

Prettiest aunt :))

I'm really bloated & plump looking now... U see boomer, u see me. Okie gotta run, talk later :))

LY'S BIRTHDAY AFT 12AM!!!!!!!!!! \m/

2009-06-26T07:03:00.000-07:00

I hope genies exist, so it can grant me 3 wishes. Sighs

Happiness that's worth a king's ransom

2009-06-18T10:01:00.000-07:00

There is only one wish on my mind,

When this day is through I hope that I will find,

That tomorrow will be just the same for you and me,

All I need -- will be mine if you are here.

I hope life will continue treating me this way, because I am genuinely happy every day. Although nothing major is happening nor has it happened, its simple the way I'm happy with. I have the greatest company everyday, it has now become something essential to keep my day going. And I do mean every word I said. My girlfriends, bestfriends, and alll of my goody goody fwenz... I love every single one of 'em.

2009-06-11T00:14:00.000-07:00

Dinner last night was pretty much about reminiscing what we used to always do after school. Strolling to tmart, get our usual dosage of bbts, dining at the same food court, shopping at watsons etc etc... then taking the usual bus back. We had chicken rice!! (partly to see if the food vendor still remembers us) hahaha.

Anyway good job sebas, u managed to lose some kilos... good good. Time to work on ur abs now hahaha! & stopppp punching me u idiot. If u're coming over pleeeease bring what i've told u to bring over! Thanks. If not I can consider locking u outside my place ^^

Okie!!.. time for ttmt.

2009-06-05T10:15:00.000-07:00

It's not funny how u went through certain paths to get what u wanted so badly to get somebody else to abuse it. Its really not funny. I dont get how somebody as rude selfish and unreasonable like her to come lecture me when I'm out busying with my stuff, or just living my life the way I like it. Even my mother didnt say much and was much more understanding.

She just doesnt feel how I am feeling. She must have thought I was a Santa. Must be. Must. Be.

2009-06-05T08:49:00.000-07:00

Vaunt's only 2 days away! Which means I'm only left with 2 days to get everything I need done. I've been so busy sewing and getting certain things done I feel really worn out. I didnt even had the time to meet Ly for blading yst :( Even tho I know we both were dying to blade for the longest time. Besides, so much had happened during this whole week even breathing proper is an issue. I can't wait to take a breather somewhere slightly further, literally.

Sighs I'm not looking forward for tmr to come.. cuz I know I'd be so busy until its time to go for Herman's birthday party and Jo's farewell party. Poofs, I hope being busy helps me lose some weight :)

Call me if u want to go for Vaunt and most importantly support me (cuz I'm taking part in the fashion competition) okok??

& LY PLS COME WITH CHRIS OKOK??? I secretly miss u lor hehehehe

Bai.

2009-06-02T11:34:00.000-07:00

So sick of struggling between Needs and Wants, and being ugly. I need to do something.

2009-05-28T08:46:00.000-07:00

School's so far so good. I'm seeing the final product on sun I canttt wait! I hope mine's the winning piece, ugh pray hard it'll be!! I'm so fat and sleepy I feel like a worm. Who ate 3 filling breakfasts in a day?! Ok its me.

Figgy's sleeping beside where I'm sitting & typing this with his leg spread apart and face facing to the left and hands looking like chicken wings hahahaha sooooooo cute its killing me!! K time to bring him to my bed and I'll read my archie comics whilst waiting for LGHG to end workkk :))

^^

2009-05-25T09:20:00.000-07:00

I never said I wanted to eat cherry tomatoes to my mom at all, then tonight she came home with 2 boxes of it and said they're for me. Haha, anyway they'll help me quit snacking on chocolate bars for awhile! :)

So school officially starts tmr for me, I am glad because everything has finally stopped dragging. But I wont be seeing Mag or Glads or Dc anymore.... ugh I hate this part. And I've to be all lonely again, or maybe not if my new classmates are nice and friendly people. I cant wait to quickly finish all my 10 lessons and pass my paper!! Or rather, papers. Anyhoo, then I'll be done with school & go live a different life!! Quick quick quick!!

Btw I've been rather please with my current life. So peaceful simple enjoyable and happy, and once in awhile smthng interesting will pop up (like field trips to frog farm!!) and the trip we all are planning to go for next month!! So exciting I know right :D

*I hope my new classmates are easy to talk to, ughh please.

Time to wash up read my archie comics jump onto bed and text the LGG!!!!!!!! -BEAMS-

Always & Forever

2009-05-22T14:54:00.000-07:00

All the times we had together

And as our lives change,

Come whatever

We will still be, friends forever

2nd

2009-05-19T11:21:00.000-07:00

Oh shit, I really want to eat the donuts u bought Lyyyyy!! I miss the strawberry Pokey flavor donut @ katong...

Meeeeeeet me for donuts dvds bbt ice cream and hthts!!!!!!!!! (tgt w Chris ^^)

*time for cheesy heart too!!

My written down... curse.

2009-05-17T04:07:00.000-07:00

Till death do us besties part hehehe

I guess I had enough. Now it's the time to move on, and I will. Admitting it'll be difficult, but it'll do me good so I'll be more enduring? Afterall, we all come and go alone...

And I know if I trip and fall, who'll be there to catch me and genuinely cares for me. And that's enough for me to feel contented.

If things were meant to be this way I'll be good and suck it up

2009-05-13T14:49:00.000-07:00

Nobody should be blamed if love was absent.

Maybe I didnt try harder...

2009-05-13T14:47:00.000-07:00

A shelter for myself

2009-05-11T11:45:00.000-07:00

Hey ho, it's (my sis) Flora's 21st birthday tonight!!!!! She had this hugeeee party gg on at N's condo, with approx 40 over friends?!! The place (huts) was really pretty, and filled with fooooddd!! I finally saw my mom tonight, havent seen her for 3 days I think! Kept missing her, or rather, I've been missing (hahahaha). I think I'll surprise her with stalks of carnations tmr!! ^^ G'night u.

My cousins & I, k bye!

Tickled pink & sent flying highhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-09T11:08:00.000-07:00

That day, I spent the whole noon alone, doing shopping walking and pretty vain stuffs. Until I was supposed to meet my favorites, but dinner got delayed and such I remember being pissed (mostly bcuz nobody could explain to me where are we heading to and why we're gg rounds and rounds in the car!).

Again... I was blindfolded. Ughhhh I hate feeling giddy and... blind. I thought only Tammy could be sneaky on my birthday, and yup, I was surrrprised. Much.

I didn't expect to see sooo many people standing infront of me after somebody kindly removed the "eye wear". Had the biggest shock in my entire life I guess, I was really really shocked and surprised, and genuinely touched by all who turned up for it.

Thanks besties, for turning up and making it happen. Something I longed for for a really long time I guess. & I knew it weren't easy for u guys to open up to my friends, but its ok. I saw ur efforts and thats enough! Love u guys to bits & pieces, I know sticking with each other forever is possible. Yup ^^

(Just pretend that A's in this picture ok!) U all stealthy honeybunchies!!!! Been keeping all these plannings under cover for about... a month ago?! U all are awesomely amazing, and amazingly awesome. U've no idea how happy u all made me feel that night. And yes I felt like a princess, esp an aged one! Hahahahaha! Ly makes the best liar, tgt with A. Tammy's plainly acting blur lor!!!!!!! Hahaha but I was truly touched by u girlfriends. One and only, impossible to find elsewhere. And I dont want to find anymore, am comfortably settling down with whatever treasures I have. Love u girls so much, such babies!!! <33

& lastly, I love the mastermind behind these scenes. Truly impossible to find.

Okieee I'm dead tired now I need my bed sooo badly. Goodnight y'all!!

3 means..

2009-05-06T14:00:00.000-07:00

...I love you. Can't wait to find out what's in store for me, and I need to shop so badly :(

2009-05-06T02:19:00.000-07:00

Flora is so annoying, mostttt annoying sister I ever had. She's been nagging at me to go to the showers since an hour ago, until now!! Walau, won't she ever feels tired?! Strange. Don't understand why is she so excited bout the bbq later, its justtt a bbq. Ok maybe not, its one with her friends and our family... oh and 1kg worth of (birthday)cake. *yawns* I know its boring, I'm only looking forward to the food my mom cooked, & greeting the uncles and auntie. Ok bai 4nw!!

2009-05-04T11:02:00.000-07:00

So fat... *yawns* and so sleepy. I really wish today was still last saturday, and thursday never comes. Ok, maybe push it 2 weeks back? Idk :\

2009-05-02T06:04:00.000-07:00

Candid much I guess... that was when we were partying for Zoe @ Butter earlier this week! I really need to shed some weight (tgt w gf), y'know... to look good on my birthday at least? Speaking of birthday(s), my elder sis has a house party coming up on Mother's Day, the same day Nat's having hers. Hmm!! I dont know how, and its Mother's day as well.. *shrugs*

And!!! I'm still raving over Leica d-lux 4!!!! Its perfect, and even more with the brown leather case. I hope work's gna start soon, maybe next month! Woooh, I cant wait... (too exciting my tooth's dropping) ^^

I wonder when is the table turning...

2009-04-27T05:47:00.000-07:00

Wanted to post a picture I took with Aud a few nights back, but on second thought, I think I looked too ugly. So for the past few minutes before I started typing here, I was actually googling on my ~~Needs~~Wants. And they totalled up to a 4 digit figures which I really have to work for it in a few months' time.. yup. Mdis sucks so much I really want to burn it down this minute, mostly because its holding everything back.

Because they're selfish, I'm forced to be generous. (Y)

2009-04-24T02:40:00.000-07:00

Still basking in this hole... not!

And I'm so angry cus Clara.C hasn't got back to me after so long. I hope she doesnt eat her words if not I'll swallow her whole!!!!! She and her lil' cute (away on mc leave) antics -very typical. I hope she choke on coke later. I haven't sit for my paper but I've received my second or third result slip with a grade F for it!!! I've asked for my timetable since a week ago, but she hasn't got back to me. I've paid the full sum for it too, since months ago. I dont know what's wrong with her/ the school. I hate it so much I never want to step into the freaking school again. Ugh I'm so feisty I'm blaming the weather for it. What is wrong!?

Yusof Funnaye

2009-04-21T23:28:00.000-07:00

Hi wo hui lai le. So life without school never felt soooo good.. and I'm loving every bit of it. Crazy night outs, impromptu this and that, and stayovers!!!!! (But secretly inside, I miss Maggg!! And glads and and dc!!) Anddd... I havent had any proper meet up with my besties. Aud's back in town btw, wooohooooo!! Can't wait to settle our 1month (Pastamania) craving, hahahahaha.

Okie I'm gg out now to meet girlfriend girlfriendsxz.. zai jian!!

2009-04-20T06:55:00.000-07:00

Wearing white was to mislead and deceive. But of course, I didn't plan to embarrass myself one bit. Practicing Self-Control is harder than you think, it's like trying the impossible (cuz I had too much to drink again). Always in a trance (after we passed the limit), then start annoying and burdening our friends. And after we sobered up, we have no clue what the hell had happened. Totally un-cool, I know. As much as I hate this scene, I always go through it. (Y)

2009-04-15T05:29:00.000-07:00

Yupyup, I feel the fats and tummy bulging out now. As much as I know how fattening chunky monkey is, feeeeeddd me with it. Together with bars of cadbury (with hazelnuts), pretzels oreos pocky and coke. Gimme allllll!!!!!!!

-

Hey all, Tammy Ly & I are finally clearing our wardrobes so pleaseee show some support & visit
http://hellooearth.livejournal.com/!! TYVM ^^

2009-04-13T08:59:00.000-07:00

We did what we were capable of, spur of the moment acts. Hence the impromptu sleepover and rollerblading session. It felt really good, I'll give it another shot sometime again this week.. maybe? I hate bruising myself all over, but I guess I need to learn the basics. How to fall, pick myself up, and not fall again. ~~Sighs~~ (Y)

2009-04-06T07:04:00.000-07:00

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along

Ask me what do I want and need now

2009-04-04T23:54:00.000-07:00

Hi bby, I wish you'll cheer up a bit. If I dont have a paper tmr, I'd stay over at your place, bring all the chips and drinks, dvds and fi-bb. Then we'll rot and do what we used to do (when we had all the time in the world) in the past. Or if you prefer to get out and stretch your limbs, do something new, we could go camping at midnight with all our favorite snacks bring the lappy and fifi then watch sunrise tgt. We could also camwhore!! :)

That's if I dont have a paper tmr thou.. I'll think of something agn. See you later luv

You know I'm always here for you, and of course, Ly too!! <33

2009-04-01T10:00:00.000-07:00

i thought this year i could live through april fool's day peacefully, cus by the time i realised its april fool's, twas alr one more min to midnight. who knows april fool's day still counts after midnight!! thumbs up for u bb, u just won me over.

i'll pull through these 8 days..

2009-03-27T07:33:00.000-07:00

this is so upsetting, ive got fever aft i got home. felt so weak, head's spinning, face burning, vomiting and more vomiting. my spew was alll green, i could see the veggies i had for breakie... and some of the scrabble egg. it smelt soooo bad i had to flush them away thou im not done yet, smell like rotten drainage pipes.. those with algae type. aft hours, now im finally done, with a sore stomach chewing apples now.

ive got a paper on monday, the final exams, but i havent done any revision!!!!!! i hope someone burns my sch by monday morning, thx :)

2009-03-23T06:32:00.000-07:00

I'm so thrilled and hyped up cus i'll be flying off and away tmr w bbt!! I'm doing packing up, bringing all my barang barang is a trick. Cus I'm using a small luggage and I dont want it to be heavy before I'm back... but Ive got all my facial products, clothes accessories and shoes, and all the nitty gritty stuffs I need to feel normal. U dont have to remind me that I'm troublesomez.

I've done my research and ready to set my foot thr then taste my favorite noodlesss!! Yummyy..

okok, miss u miss me :)

2009-03-22T07:50:00.000-07:00

I am so sleep deprived that I fell asleep sitting any/everywhere.. i feel like a doog. My mood's so bad I couldnt taste my dinner, hate i had dinner cus i werent hungry, watch my favorite dramas and mind's wandering, and only playing melancholy songs. I wish i could do smthng bout it, or prolly wished i hadnt said anything bout that. I know, you dont want to see me nor talk to me.

I hate how people always think that they're right, complain, then causing so much redundant mixed feelings. Isnt it stupid for those poeple to just keep complaining bout the girls' working attitudes alllll the freaking time?! Its as if they had too much time to spare. Right, they are alllllways so fucking god damn right.

I really am upset i think im gg to wallow in agony. I'm even upset with Chris for not getting back to me if she's meeting me last week... and exams in two more weeks i really feel like giving up. I think i really sound serious i really really am.. i think. Thou i'm so freaking tired i dont know if i can sleep tonight... oh my god, give me the pills.

2009-03-19T12:21:00.000-07:00

i know i gay, and my face bloat like balloonz. a lot more ugly photos of me at fb i wished i'd deleted them all off beforehand hahaha, ok kiddinz (now i sound like i peh weh hahaha).

i'm really counting down to my last day of sch, feeling's like damn excited though i know the cert will look friggin ugly. pretty pointless aft gg through so much.. i know i should have did better, like treasuring education. ugghhhh cant stand these self-reproaching behaviour, i h8 it a lot.

c u l8tr, schoolz.

hiccups

2009-03-16T04:25:00.000-07:00

sunday was first hiccuped by my very very poor sales...

then came T's surprise appearance @ the backstage, hahaha it took me bout half a min to recognize who's holding my shoulder looking at me smiling (and all the loud joys followed). met a lot of my friends too, but my phone died so no one could actually contact me at all :(( felt like smthng was missing w/o a working phone man.

i slept through monday oh my gosh, cuz its now almost 8pm and i realised.. i havent fed myself for bout 2 days. anyway, i had breakie with meibin & jacky yst, before he left for attachment at china. glad we met!! now im dreading for tmr and wed to come... i havent done much for my presentations at alll!!! can go fk myself up alr. no, im serious.

2009-03-12T10:22:00.000-07:00

spent a good whole 7hours in sch today doing assgmnts and twas hell i tell u. i cannot imagine how presentation on tues will gna be (& same for wed), i really think i should be absent for the two days bcus... bcus i really cannot fucking present at all. i dont want to go through the same misery agn, twas a joke for everyone and hell humiliating for me!! sounds like a tragedy, i know.

sighs im so tired from everything... i could trade almost anything for a good rest tonight. anyway i think i really was looking forward to meet chris tmr, but oh well.. she cancelled it. for anything in the world.

i cantcantcant wait to get outta mdis cus its not my place at all. sounds stupid but i think i wasted a whole good ten months there. i dont know whats wrong with me :\ i need to de-stress badly... pretty badly.

2009-03-11T12:26:00.000-07:00

Sianz the slanted nose says she wants to go overseas very badly... but she has achieved nothing so too bad she cant. I think she's gg to cry now, zai jian